Monday, May 12, 2003
It has been such a rough week. Finals, packing, saying goodbyes to people that are like your family because you live with them. It's been really hard, and I don't even know what I'm thinking right now. It's overwhelming to be back here. It doesn't feel like it fits exactly right, but at the same time, it feels like home and like what I've been missing all along. I have slept like crazy in the past day, and can't get enough of my bed. Tomorrow I have to get up and get a job, and I can't wait. I am so motivated because I realize I only have a very short time to earn money.
This weekend Dayna is going to stay with me because my parents and Rachel are going to be out of town. We are going to cause madness and get into trouble.. I know, I know, it's hard to picture but trust me. We'll find a way, won't we, D? ;)
I want to go check online and see if I can see my grades yet.. hold on.
Crap, I can't.
My cell phone isn't getting any service and I want to talk to Emily. It's making me really mad. I miss her lots. It's weird to not have her around. It's lonely and quiet.
I had spaghetti for dinner tonight and then went over to the barn to see my horse. Rae and I went to the DeMarcos' so I could see DAYNA. It was soooo exciting. You have no idea. D fed me ice cream and we chatted. Now we are talking online about our fun fun fun weekend -- next weekend.
I am listening to Simple Plan now. They make me happy.
So I think it's time for me to go get some e-mail taken care of and turn in.. tomorrow's going to be a busy day. Hugs and kisses.
SHOUTOUTS
~ Emmy -- I miss you, my sweetness and fluffernutter!!!!!!!!!! I'll call you tomorrow.
~ Andy Black -- You are the best counselor
ever.
~ Christe -- I miss you, Texas!! I'll call you as soon as I know you're back home.
~ Lauren -- Ditto on you, sweetie. Air Force hooooooaaahhhh.
~ Jeremiah -- Keep it real, East Coast.
Turning the page.
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