Friday, May 16, 2003
There is not too too much to talk about, namely because I did nothing today.
Ahhh, the sheer love of it all.
I went to the barn and played with my horse and took pictures of him. Got to see Joseph and Mandi and Jackie and Katelyn and Emily today. That was coooool. They came over to my house to make meatballs for the ziti dinner.
I saw my boyfriend Kyle. We are still totally enraptured by each other. He's four.
Last night I saw Dayna and we talked non stop for like four hours. It was the best thing ever. We chatted nearly everything out of our existence, and it was cleansing. There's nothing like looking into the face of this woman who has known you forever, since you were a little girl, and seeing your life reflected there. She knows everything about you, and won't hide the fact that she does. She was there on your thirteenth birthday, when you got your license, and when you fell in love for the first time. She held you when your heart broke and when you needed an escape, she offered her house, no questions asked. And you somehow hope that you did the same for her, and now that you are grown up, you are awkwardly adjusting to the needs of the other half. But somehow it feels natural, and okay, and you are sure that this is a friendship that will last another eight years.
I might borrow her prom dress. I haven't decided. The fitting still needs to be done.
Spot and I worked our butts off this afternoon, and ran around the farm like the crazy pair that we are. I took 34982 pictures of him, and got them developed. I haven't picked them up yet, but I am looking forward to it.
I am a happy person. And a little scared of the unknown.
But definitely happy. Good night.
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