Friday, August 08, 2003
I am home and I like it.
I miss Emily.
I only have one full day left here and I don't think that I am ready to deal with that.
I had a very fabulous day.
Adrian made me smile. The Ohio Asian always comes through. Tonight online we had the following conversation:
Adrian: SARAH!!!
Sarah: ADRIAN!!!
Adrian: you are beautiful!!!!
Adrian: people love you!!!!
It was the whipped cream on top of a cheesecake of a night. My God is so good.
. celebrate . `@ 12:14 AM
Tuesday, August 05, 2003
Today I returned from Oklahoma. I cried in the airport. My AF boys mean a lot to me. They were there for me a couple months ago when a lot of my support felt like it had gone down the drain. Meaning all of it. They were always only a phone call away, waiting with Bible verses and pick up lines.
We went to the pet store three times because I am currently addicted to them. We played with beagles and husky puppies. I fell in love with this female beagle yesterday. I tried to convince Matt to buy her for me -- it didn't work so much.
Last night we went to the memorial in downtown OKC where the Federal Buildings once stood. It was quiet and peaceful and beautiful. So serene. It was an amazing thinking/praying place and I did a lot of it.
Matt and I got our pictures taken under a big tree.
Ever notice how once you throw a decision at God and just say "There's no way I can do this on my own. Give me something new to know. I'm so worn from working with old information," God does. He just blesses you when you admit how much you need His input, need to know what He knows. He gave me little pieces of that this week, and He made making decisions so much easier.
God is so cool that way.
And now I am wearing my POW/MIA sweatshirt that Matt's gerbil attacked and I might take a nap before the show tonight. I'm slightly worn. Waking at 3:30 AM will do that to a person. Even a high voltage person like myself.
I'm off, with a trail of Cinnamon Toast Crunch behind me.
. celebrate . `@ 4:44 PM